big blank check

i often wonder what my life would be like if i could operate, always, as i do right before i hang a show. all of this week i have been up before 6 am. most days before 5. i paint for a couple hours when i wake up... then brew coffee... then head to work... after work it's straight to painting again... until i am starving... then it's food and sleep... repeat. i love it. it puts me in this sort of trance state... and there's nothing much i can think about when i feel like that. i was worried there for a while that i might not have it in me anymore. I've been on an art hiatus, unintentionally for many months. but, i am happy to report, i am still capable of being totally manic.

i made a facebook invite for the show: https://www.facebook.com/events/142124599308911/

I also ordered postcards for the show and new business cards yesterday. because, as my friend pointed out to me, I have been walking around handing out cards with the wrong email address for the last 4 years. not only had I not noticed.... but no one else ever has either. I guess no one has tried to email me...
I hope that jenniferdsanduist@gmail.com doesn't mind getting strange emails from total strangers :)

ok, time for work. and time to re-brew my coffee. I just poured myself a cup of hot water. when brewing coffee it's a good idea to remember the coffee part.