after 100000 months of winter I think we all deserve a month of pure sunshine.... Minnesota should really consider just closing down for the month of july to preserve the sanity of the lifers that live here. I can't even believe that I have been on hiatus for over a week and tomorrow I have to return to work... without windows....
here is the poem
"I have come to the conclusion, she said, that when we fall in love, we really fall in love with ourselves- that we choose particular people... because they provide the particular mirrors in which we wish to see.
And when did you discover this surprising bit of knowledge? He asked.
After I had broken a few very fine mirrors... she said" ~ Nelle Fertig
I have tried my best not to take it to heart that I always manage to appear disgusting in pictures- my sister's wedding is a good recent example of me turning every family photo into something you just want to toss in a drawer. maybe I am just too fast for film. I would like to think so... ... but I do know that I have learned there are very few people that know me enough to figure out how to capture something about me that is real.
so it takes someone special to capture me... the way I think I really am. which I hope can explain the poem quoted here earlier...